#quick #sass him #quick get your grump on #quick make sure no one sees#the hours and hours that you spent not sleeping #quick cover up the fact#that you’re running on coffee and stupid mad hope#that maybe you can have him back #that maybe you were right all along#backing him in every fight #that maybe even against death he can win#quick don’t let anyone get through the causticism #and realize that you care#god you care so much it hurts #so much you can’t even breathe#when he’s lying there not breathing #pull your facade back up around your ears#and let him open his eyes to normality #don’t make him see the raw side of you#be unchanged even though everything has changed#because you are grumpy and sassy and caustic and you are whatever he needs#god help you #holos #re: you old wreck #re: o captain my captain#re: heart and soul (via gotnothinleft)