nevermind me complaining about my feelings. I just get angry every time someone tells me that I don’t know what love is (baby dont h- nevermind) in romantical sence. The fact that its fucking always stays unanswered doesn’t mean my feelings aint worth shirt????? WELL MAYBE I JUst mistake it with simple affection, like wow this person is so cute and nice and perfect and I wanna protect them at all cost but in friendle meaning bro yes bro hmm WE L L
idfk why it hurts sometimes, it’s not that I’m obsessed with having a relationship I feel myself complete but
but I kinda wanna give all I have to one special person? I think I’m kinda pretty I have a good sence of style (yep my self-confidence is higher than ever even with all this emo-style shitposting) and I have just SHIT TON of love and cuddles and kisses and noone ever seems to be in need of this crap OR WORSE they already have someone like 100000% better than me and who I am to disturb their happiness haha  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ sometimes I think that this is a curse or smth but no hahahah Im just a good looking loser
I waiste my time on NOTHING, on making up weak excuses like “oh she’s not into girls” “oh im not her type” “oh she’s just a friend” and in the end im either forgotten or left behind and THEY’RE NOT TO BLAIM IT’S JUST ME 
so I think I’m gonna sit here just for a while with my hopeless dreams because it seems that i’d rather sit here scared to try and fail